I am posting not very much these days, as you can see.
The reason is a mixture of "busy" and summer holiday- time.
And sometimes you just don't like to post…
My wife and me are running a business together, so we could see each other 24hours a day.
But we don't do that.
Because she is late and I am very early up. She needs two times as much sleep than I do.
So we only have few hours together- and this time is: children, our business and anything but "relationship".
As I mentioned, my Lady does not like to talk, nor to discuss about "us". I think it's because she won't like my "typical" male sexual desires and attitudes, nor ways she would call too kinky. We have it all already her way.
When things happen, they happen. And they happen, because she wants it. Talking about those is: telenovella; no style. Not her style.
Meanwhile I feel more comfortable with that; with the years you can learn to listen to your partner- if you want to. You can feel, what she feels. But that's not enough, I know.
Sometimes even we have to talk.
Meanwhile she likes to train me to watch her, listen to her and just what she likes.
The more I am following the better it is with her.
It's not all what I wanted. But little by little... it feels "beeing" dominated, beeing submissive.
She is more straight, strict then she was earlier.
And she is -from time to time- more ...cosy.
We know each other so good- or should I say still not very good, but better.
That a man would like to have more sex...that's normal, isn't it?
And all of "us" would like to have more "play" or just more dealing with the subject FLR - normal.
Some make more progress, I know.
But having it her style is something too…
I read a nice posting from Oldbear here concerning the submission of a man to her style. Especially sexually I really like to have it in any way she likes. It is important to have your eyes open, what submissiveness means: doing it her style.
So we have the all day, anybody - situation.
Only that I / WE can deal with it .... in a different way. A better way?
I am not sure. The only "better" is, that there is, or that I feel a tendency to the more: intimacy and female led- marriage.
2 comments:
Hi. I have really enjoyed reading your blog. I hope your FLR is still going strong. It would be good to see an update, if you feel inclined.
Oh thanks. That really empowers me a bit.
Yes it is still going -not always strong and not always with that "kinky-twist" I am dreaming about.
I don't like to have this "barking woman, obeying husband- style".
And I am not allowed to talk to much about love and intimate things with her, even if I liked to very much!
I have to remind the D&s again and again, but not to push her nor to nag or to beg for it. It's her choice, this is clear now and -of course- not reversible.
That's the work.
Feel like February.(Same as last year)
Maybe I'll give a more detailed update soon. Take care!
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